I don’t know what it’s been about writing and work and school and life lately. I feel tired and rushed. The answer might have something to do with the Christmas (shopping) season arriving, but I think it is also partly because of my hap-hazard existence right now. I feel so tired very early in the evening and I want to cry at times during the day. And it’s not even because something’s annoying me. I’m just… I don’t know!
Although, my eye whatever came back and the eye doctor said it’s not pink eye. I have bumps under my eyelids from some kind of allergic reaction and that’s what causing my eyes to have that ‘pink eye’ like symptoms. Am I allergic to waking up? I could believe that.
My work is tiring me out because the receptionists are quitting and the insurance and billing coordinator is quitting, and they asked me to cover the front desk in the evening, instead of me working in the back with my doctor. Which pissed me off, but I agreed only until the end of December. I sent a higher up an email informing them of this fact. We’ll see if she is ‘offended’ by my standing up for myself, and we’ll see if this gets me in trouble.
I think that’s all coming together to make me more tired, an angry, and just… over it. What can I do to help myself?
And on that note, it’s been real!